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read my DOTT'S blog.
just burst out laughing.
hahahhah!
its hilarious.

anyway!
she's going all crazy over HER julian hee!
oh pleasee.

currently chatting with her right now;
and she just sent me a pic of him.
GOSH.
-faints

not only that;
she also wants me 
to use that pic that she sent
as my current display pic.
just to satisfy her!

MAJOR obsession. 

oh!
and it was fun
teasing her!
especially during todays art lesson!
she was sitting with _______.
i'm sure she had fun!
-winks
HAHAHHAHHAH!

currently;
also doing my SS homework
and designing 3/6's class Tshirt! (:
"GIRLS ARE SMART!"
ahahah.

anyways.
so much for asking DOTT for ideas;
as well as to think of designs for the back

the answer she gave me was..
"JULIAN HEEE!"
 
 
i'm still laughing my ass off;
after reading her blog.
HAHAHHAHHAH!

DOTT!;
you and YOUR julian hee. GOSH! hahhahhah!
i think you're most prob gonna kill me;
after reading this whole entry.
but who cares.
-sticks out tongue
LOL.
but still;
i'm lovin you plenty!
mwahhs*

 
anyways!
school.
ms ng was MAJOR pmsing i swear.
she and her black face early in the morning;
during assembly.
after assembly;
she made us all stay there;
while she and tjl conducted a spot check.
a few got caught for socks;
one for her phone.

later in the day;
she got pissed off with us again
this time;
she started throwing books
out of the window! WTH.
screaming and shouting at us.
WHATEVER! -rolls eyes
she just pisses me off; sometimes

but overall;
school was fine!

rugby for PE yesterday.
was hell funn! (((:
evan with her MAJOR blurness once again.
she forgot to place the ball on the floor;
instead she ran out of court with the ball.
it was such a nice ball btw.
but; so wasted!
HAHAHAHHAH!
evan's just DAMN cute ler!
we were ALL laughing our heads off;
even the sec fours sitting and watching;
even tjl. hahhah!
but i still love her!

posted by stacey @ Wednesday, July 28, 2004 0 Comments

i'm proud of myself.
i did everything in my DOTT'S blog.
muahahahahahs.

she'd better be grateful.
hahah!

 
anyways!
i've decided to return back to cl.
certainly do miss those days!
will be starting on the first week of august
i've yet to inform iggy about this
til then;
i look forward to working
with ALL of you once again! (((:

played bball with cl today.
its been a long time since i last played with them.
didnt play much though.
played soccer in the end.
i have a personal soccer trainer;
kenny! hahahah.

it was quite good;
for my first training!
soccer's funn!

 
i'm currently training HARD;
for bowling too!
my dad's my personal trainer!
why?! cos i'm gonna compete
with my DOTT after our end year exams.

gotta train HARD!

 
i'm leading myself to the wrong path;
i've gotta get out of this;
quick!

posted by stacey @ Sunday, July 25, 2004 0 Comments

happy sweet sixteen jaynee! :D
i'mlovinyou.
mwahhs*


school!
was all good today.
we were watching
some chinese cartoon
during chinese
how dumb.

lao shi made it seem like as if
we were in a cinema or smth
lights switched off;
while she nicely sat on my partner's place
the funniest part was;
she nicely started taking out
chocolates and sweets,
asking if anyone of us wanted.
so it was being passed all around the class. 
hahah!

physics.
pingg turned around,
telling bea and i
that his neck had a red spot
HIGLY suspected
love bite! LOL. 

so, i asked him
"so mr chan, whos that lucky girl?!"
"don't worry, it'll never be you."
whole class burst out laughing.
so much for asking him huh.
but, his lessons are one
i really look forward to; i must say
cos he's just TOTALLY hilarious 
and he can seriously make you laugh. 
hahah!

bball training after school.
it was all good! (((:
the canteen lady's nice!
she specially made agar agar
for the whole team
cos we won the match
a few days ago!
we did new stuffs for training, FINALLY.
one on one; and all.
i'm happy with it.

for four on four;
my team memebers were
sheila, myBBALLbimbo,
caryn, and me! 

yes; i have a BBALLbimbo.
she's just TOTALLY bimbotic.
gosh.

she's non other than;
captain of bball team
tricia yeo! haha.

mr tan made the rest
stay outside and watch
while three groups of four
stayed on court to play
sheila, tricia, caryn and i.
joan, kim, joycelin and sunlu.
alvina, sam, and i can't remember who.
hah. but it was all FUNN.

had the agar agar after training.  
i loved myday in school today! ((:
 

anyways!
we are drifting further apart
so much for everything.

now i just have to keep reminding myself;
that you're just my friend.


i'm one person;
who tends to worry ALOT.
ALOT for my friends;
for the people i love;
about everything;
and anything.

i've been worrying ALOT
these past few days

i need a break;
quick.

posted by stacey @ Friday, July 23, 2004 0 Comments

the pancake that ran away;
and the porridge that flooded the city.
 
hahah!
beaa, evan, pingg, momo and i.
our personal joke.
laughed until we all cried;
or rather beaa, ping and i did.
such major depressed idiots.
 
readd my beaa's blog for more info. 

  
anyways!
been've rather affected this whole week
i'm tired, i'm stressed out
and i'm depressed.
 
MAJOR HUGE mood swings
in class; as well as at home.
 
things started out well;
grades have been improving
so have my attitude;
ever since the start of term
my teachers praises
my friends` encouragements
i finally then understood
the meaning of my
hard work being paid off
 
indeed all the hard work
has been paid off.
 
i worked really hard
to get to where i am right now
i don't want to fall back
and i won't.
not right now;
never!
  
 
just dont know why
i've been like this
this whole entire week.
urg. i just hate this week. 
  
mom just told us
that we'll be out of the country
on the eighth and ninth of august
will be on a holiday 

and so.
maybe thats what
i'd need right now;
a break.
thanks.

wont be online;
i'm off.

posted by stacey @ Thursday, July 22, 2004 0 Comments

1;42 in the morning.
i'm finally done with the S.S powerpoint slides
its all ready for todays presentation.
 
i've been sleeping rather late
these past few nights
slept at bout three to four last night
spent the time painting; as well as studying
painting turned out.. urgh.
rather not talk about it please.
sorry dot! haha.
 
i'll paint a nicer one next time.
i hope.
 
 
tagboards;
in particular, i'm talking about rose's taggboard.
some people just have nth better to do
go around using peoples names
dissing her on her blog.
i don't get it; i seriously dont.
i mean. if they really dont like her;
or if they dont like what she's saying
they should just get lost.
its her blog;
she has the right to say what she wants.
can't believe whats happening.
its been going on for weeks and weeks.
its annoying me! gr.
oh well.
 
anyways!
to IJ cdiv. BASKETBALLERS!
you'll did really well today.
the score was 40 something to 3,
if i'm not wrong!
 
woohoo.
thats the way guys.
i'm proud of yawl.
sorry; i couldnt turn up for the match.
but congrats anyways (((:
 
 
anyways!
the following lyrics
specially goes out to
my beaa and my dott.
real meaningful lyrics there
just for the both of you.
i'll always be right there;
by michelle branch.
 
when you're all alone
and you need a light
someone to guide you
through the night just remember
that i am here to hold you close
and dry your tears
and just when you thought
you were falling but you know
i'll always be right there

when you're all alone
and you need a friend
someone to help you to the end
when you need someone
to catch you when you fall
i'll be there through it all
cause just when you thought
you were losing but you know
i'll always be right there

and i'll be there through the good times
and the bad and we'll be there for each other
cause you're the best friend i've ever had
and just when you thought you were falling
but you know i'll always be right there
whenever you need me
i'll always be right there.
 
 
indeed; i'll always be right there.
for both, my beaabeaa and my dott!
i'm lovin the both of you plenty please :D
mwahhs* 

posted by stacey @ Thursday, July 22, 2004 0 Comments

currently online
waiting for my beaa to come on
to send me the S.S project
we did over at her house yesterday
at the same time
i'm painting for dott.
 
anyways.
rugby for PE this morning
it was all good.
just that my group kept scoring at the wrong place.
what a joke. 
 
evan with her funny rugby skills
the merry go round and all please
totally made beaa, and i laugh our heads off.
gosh. hahah!

on the bus after school;
on the way home with dott
this guy and this girl were like having some conversation 
about some science topics.
about flowers and whatsoever.
associating flowers with cartoons?! gosh.
dott and i; the both of us
we were trying so hard not to laugh
but it was just hilarious. hahah!
 
to be honest;
today wasn't really a good day
half the time, my mind was spent more on worrying;
worrying about so many things.
there were just so many things on mind;
in fact too many things.
oh well.
 
i just want everybody to be happy!

 
and so;
here's leaving a note for my beaa, as well as for my dott;
no matter what;
i'm always here
to hold onto both your hands
and walk through the bad times with the both of you
yawl are my closest and dearest friends to me
it hurts me, as much as it hurts yawl.
no matter what the situation you're in
just remember one thing;
yawl are NOT alone and NEVER will be.
i'll walk through this with the both of you.
just hold on tight;
hold on tight to my hand okkay?!
 
 
beaaa;
things will turn out fine
whatever it is;
DONT hate him.
ilovemybeaa!
 
DOTT!;
i'm not too good with words; sorry
but i certainly do hope that note did cheer you up.
dont worry;
yer art's doin fine. hahah!
lovin my dott plenty.
 
lovin the both of you plenty.
mwahhhs*

posted by stacey @ Tuesday, July 20, 2004 0 Comments

Life, is floating fast away.
But I look, your head is turned away.
 
From the moment you left I knew
that something wasn't right.
But the feeling inside has kept me up all night.
 
You and me are like one heart-beat. 
SO SLICE open my veins.
 AND LET the romance bleed away.
 
From the moment you left I knew
that something wasn't right.
But the feeling inside has kept me up all night.
 
Back into I thought I knew,
these words inside me, tell me what to do.
My heart held, in the palm of your hand.
Now I know, the way to go,
this place inside my demented mind. 
You saw me bleeding on the bathroom floor.  
This time in silence, this time I win.
 

ilovemybeaaa plenty pleasee.
this is our song! ((((:
 
bloody romance; senses fail

posted by stacey @ Sunday, July 18, 2004 0 Comments

yucks.
ihatepainting.
i prefer shading please.
urgh.
 

if only you knew 
 
if only you knew how much you mean to me
if only you knew how much i care
if only you knew.
 
just count the number of stars tonight
cos thats how much i love you.

i'moff.

posted by stacey @ Sunday, July 18, 2004 0 Comments

hahah!
bea and i;
we've officially gone crazy, i swear!
introduced her to this new song
bloody romance by senses fail
 
her current nickname is;
iambeaa'`xD © so slice open my veins; and let the romance bleed away)
my nickname is;
ilovemybeaa'`xD © so slice open my veins; and let the romance bleed away. 
 
hahah. ilovemybeaa! (((:
thanks for being there.
know that i'm always here
whenever you need me too.

anyways.
i'm currently online trying to
finish up my IPW report.
after which
i'll finally be done with IPW.
 
ooh! 
i forgot to add.
i am very happy.
why?
cos a few weeks back
i went for some ij trueblue thingy at chijmes
it was such a big event
all the IJs in singapore, and basically all over
watched a few performances
by IJTP, as well as st nics.
stelli and sammie were good!
oh. and! i finally got to meet RESEEE! (((:
and yes rese, we must go out sometime soon ya.
love you dear.
 
last week.
IJ dance and drama night.
it was extremely good.
ya, it was! (((:
great job there, guys. 
met ALOT of people
including stelli, gen and felicia.
oh! and that was the night
the shakerers were formed.
hahah! the shakerers consists of me and carrie! 
   
   
 
and so.
after one year, four months
i'm so gladd
that you're gone
far far far far far far far far
AWAYY from my heart.
i'm so glad its over now!
 
but why is it that,
just when i got over one
i've fallen for another? RAH.
 
 
what if she tells you that she likes you?
well; she does.
 
she wishes she could tell you how she feels
but everythings just such in complete total mess
she's scared you will shun her
what if you do not talk to her like you used to
what if you avoid her
she doesnt wanna destroy this friendship nomore
she'd rather things remain this way
 
she'd rather things remain this way.
sorry.

posted by stacey @ Saturday, July 17, 2004 0 Comments

in school right now
our IPW got chosen
for honours day presentation! (((:
lots to be done. 

oh!
and i got nominated
as one of yellow house com. members
had to read this really long speech which ended off with
"i hope yawl will support and vote for me. thank you!"

yesterday!
was bona's birthday.
meant to give him "a surprise birthday cake!"
met him at J8 with raphael
it turned out quite good i must say.
anyway. hoped you enjoyed your day!
happy birthday! (: 
  
today!
jasper's birthday!
bought her a big chocolate birthday cake. ooh.
celebrated pet's birthday too!
so many birthdays in a week.
damn, i'm going broke!
the chocolate cake was good.
had it for recess.
we were singing so loudly
actually, i was screaming.
 
it was fun.
we lit 15 candles.
sang a birthday song for jasper.
after jasper blew it all away
we lit 16 candles.
sang another birthday song for pet.
haha!
 
wrapped this tomato
with countless numbers of newspapers
after tearing it bit by bit,
jasper finally managed to see what we got for her..
a tomato! (((:
haha.
 
nah, that was meant as a joke.
we gave her the real present anyways!
oh! she and pet shared that one tomato.
i wonder how they actually eat tomatos?! eeks.
 
alright!
off to moscow circus tonight
had three free tickets! woohoo ((:
will be going with my sisters.
its been a long time since i ever
went out with the both of them!
i certainly can't wait. 
alright then
i'm off to continue
with my IPW!
   
 
you*
if liking you risks so much,
i'd rather not let you know.
i'd rather keep it low.

posted by stacey @ Friday, July 16, 2004 0 Comments

its been a really long time.

i've fallen for someone
it really sucks having to stand
next to that someone
knowing that you cant have them.
RAH.

posted by stacey @ Monday, July 12, 2004 0 Comments